Song of the Moment:"Supa lonely" -Benee 'Readers, Do you have a tactic for how you deal with loneliness? My marriage is rocky. I have friends and family, but they live across the country. - April 6, 2020 I don't know where you are reader, but I imagine many of you are not feeling too different from me. A flush of friendship last week may have been encouraging, but now that we're 3-4 weeks in, aren't you tired of yourself? In some ways I've made strides.... In a couple weeks, if not sooner, I'll be launching a website I've been thinking of launching all year, and now that I. have help to realize it. it seems feasible, but today I don't want anything to do with it. Right now I want to stew in the all consuming loneliness that is today. I want to lay atop the two layer mattress of my tent and masturbate to Emily Ratajkowski dancing in a 15 second cycling repeat, till I reach a quick climax, which I'll hide from my husband, alongside everything else I hide from him.